Hi. š„³ Happy Friday.
Hereās a little video postcard I made for you this morning:
(By the way, I love that we can now embed videos into any post on Substack. Doesnāt have to be a full video post. So neat.)
This week Iāve edited and published a new video for my channel. The first one in 6 months. And the first one in the new editing software Iāve learned. I recently switched from Adobe Premiere Pro to DaVinci Resolve. Had I known how amazing DaVinci is - on top of, yāknow, being FREE - I would have switched years ago. And saved so much money I donāt even want to think about it. (Bye, bye Adobe and your stupid, expensive subscriptions. šš»)
So thatās a tip for you if youāre into video editing. Try DaVinci. Itās not as complicated as it might seem. I followed this excellent tutorial, and it got me sorted in no time. Keyboard shortcuts and all. Editing now is so much fun. Iāve really missed it.
Iāve finally re-published my Watercolor Birds course to my own website. Skillshare, as we know, is an ever-sinking ship. This particular course has completely fallen by the wayside. I spent an insane amount of time on it, released it on Skillshare back in 2022, where it didnāt gain as much traction as my drawing courses there. I got disappointed and demotivated about that, and then I kind of forgot about the course. Such a shame, because itās the best course Iāve made, and my most ātrademarkā one. Feels great to have all of my best courses on my own site now, all neat and up-to-date.
Iāve also spent some time in my sketchbook lately, drawing crows and jackdaws:
And last but not leastā¦ Iāve gotten accepted into a 1-year novel writing course! š
I believe Iāve only briefly mentioned my novel writing plans in my podcast, so hereās the full update: Iām planning a trilogy of novels loosely inspired by my high school years back in the late 90s. Itās an idea Iāve had for a long time, but havenāt quite found the right format for.
And then, back in the beginning of April, I remembered that there are these novel writing courses that can be taken remotely. You apply for them with an idea for a novel, and a few pages of writing from it. And if accepted, you work on that novel and get feedback from teachers and other students. It was exactly the type of support and accountability Iād need. But the application deadline was two weeks away. So I scrambled to finalize my idea enough to be able to write 5-10 pages from the first chapter, and applied for 9 different courses just before deadline. Phew.
I was amazed to get a reply from one of the schools less than two weeks later, and a positive one at that! I immediately accepted the spot. The course starts in mid-August. Iām so excited.
And so terrified.
Itās scary just to tell you about this, because we all know what Iām like... Itāll be a huge challenge for me to maintain my motivation and discipline with this project. Iām going to want to quit soooo many times. Iāll come up with a million reasons why the project can wait. Fiction writing, for me, is very sensitive to low motivation and outside pressure of any kind. The only thing that will keep me on this path is to remind myself of why this matters to me. Even if my writing sucks and the book turns out to be crap. Even if trying to get it published is futile. It still needs to get done, because Iām 40 years old, and I wonāt die happy until Iāve completed at least one novel in my lifetime. I have no more time to waste. There are no excuses.
Ughā¦ I might have to eat that up in the future, but there it goes. I intend to do this thing, and I look forward to sharing my process with you. I plan on keeping up my regular work during the course, at least these weekly letters. Might have to slow down the pace for the YouTube channel and other projects. The course isnāt just about writing the novel, itās about giving feedback on other studentsā projects, and probably some lectures and seminars and other activities as well. Weāll see how busy next year becomes, but Iām ready for it!
Anyways, I hope youāll enjoy your weekend. Iāll see you next week. š
With love,
New video:
Some favorite things lately:
The Deep Questions episode where they talk about artists quitting social media:
This beautiful piece about raising chickens, by Amory Rowe Salem.
āI watched with recognition as our rasorial creatures bent their heads to the ground and brought the full force of their attention to a single square inch of grass. They were excellent excavators of the granular, masters of the microscopic, capable of quarrying the tiniest insects and grubs. But they paid a price for their ground-level monomania, sometimes missing a juicy worm just a few feet awayāor a predator overheadābecause they simply werenāt seeing the bigger picture. As a mother, a teacher, a citizen, I also knew the opportunity cost of becoming mired in the details. It behooves all of us, every now and then, to turn our faces to the sun lest we lose sight of the magnitude of the stage on which we are playing.ā
Adam Duffās video about the algorithm-as-narcisisstic boss:
"Don't depend on YouTube as your source of income. You cannot depend on a narcissist because they're not dependable. You have to depend on yourself. You have to know who you are."
"The downstream effects of millions of people using the internet as a gold mine make it hard to surviveālet alone thriveāin this environment. The air is thick with pollutants. The water is contaminated. The climate grows hotter."
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Oh what an amazing spring you have at the moment, I am delighted. Thank you for sharing it <3 Also, such a cool new feature with video posting, I didn't realise we have here on substack now.
YES for davinci, I am still a noob, even though I edit for couple of years with it. I was so used to premiere, but then my acoount got banned after 8 years of payment, because of where I am from. Davinci is still a struggle to me, so I will check a tutorial you shared. Most probably I will learn new features.
I have a question: is the course in Swedish or English? And what language will you be writing? How is your endevour with Swedish newsletter?
I have this un-resolved contradiction with languages which lasts for as many years I am online. All my online activities are in English, I do planning and brainstorming in English, I journal mostly in Russian and I have a telegram channel as a microblog in Russian. Some things are still easier for me in my native language, but sometimes English is just so so so comfortable to use. It is always a weird mental dance for me with languages haha:)